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Title: Frame of Reference
Author: baudown
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Disclaimer: Not mine
Note: A few weeks ago, I wrote a ficlet for the prompt "Silver Lining" at [livejournal.com profile] slashthedrabble. Only when I went to post it, I realized the prompt was not, in fact, "Silver Lining" -- I had mistaken the title of someone's posted drabble for the prompt. Anyway, here it is. 300 words.

Spike prefers to be the big spoon. This is fine with Xander, but also, kinda funny, in light of their relative sizes. Funnier still, he'd never realized Spike was smaller, until, in an effort to reach Spike's lips, he'd needed to lower his head. Huh, he had thought, with startled delight, before bliss slammed the brakes on cognition.

Perhaps he'd missed this obvious fact due to lack of proper perspective. Pre-kissage, he'd rarely been near enough to gauge Spike's height; and when he had, he'd been unconscious, or trying not to look. The thing is, from a distance, Spike seems deceptively huge -- an enormous presence that fills up a room, stomping and swearing and swirling his coat. Like a rolling storm-cloud, all sound and fury; but if luck was with you, and he let you get close, you'd notice the silver lining. If he did, you'd see his pleading expression, watch his eyes flutter shut as you clasped his thin wrist. You'd hear the deep sigh as your arms wrapped around him, feel him melt at the press of your body to his.

For once, Xander has gotten lucky. He knows both sides of Spike: the Big Bad, and the Little Hurt; the soft, gooey center, and the hard candy shell. Spike has layers, like everyone else. People are a mass of contradictions, himself included. Because when it comes to Spike, Xander feels protect-ive, and protect-ed, at the very same time.

When they're curled up together, Spike's leg slung possessively over his, it doesn't matter that he's been fired again, or that his folks are plastered and shouting upstairs. "You're alright," Spike says. "Safe as houses." And somehow, the bad fades away.

Spike should be the last guy to make him feel safe.

He's the first one who ever has.

Date: 2016-06-30 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] velvetwhip.livejournal.com
I love this! It made my eyes mist up and it's touching and perfect and wonderful in every way!

The thing is, from a distance, Spike seems deceptively huge -- an enormous presence that fills up a room, stomping and swearing and swirling his coat. Like a rolling storm-cloud, all sound and fury

Perfect, nail-on-the-head description there!


Gabrielle

Date: 2016-07-01 10:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
Thank you, thank you! I'm happy you enjoyed it, and I hope you're doing well.

Date: 2016-06-30 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chasingdemons.livejournal.com
*sigh* This made me melt. And so many truisms. It's perfect.

Date: 2016-07-01 10:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
Oh, you're too nice. Thanks much.

Date: 2016-07-01 12:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonyphoenix.livejournal.com
Oh, that's beautiful. Those last two lines. Perfect!

Date: 2016-07-01 12:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonyphoenix.livejournal.com
Apologies for the Spander pic that puts them in the wrong way, with Xander as the big spoon! ;-)

Date: 2016-07-01 10:16 am (UTC)

Date: 2016-07-01 10:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
Oh, good...I sort of worried that those last lines didn't deliver, so I'm pleased they worked for you.

Thanks!

Date: 2016-07-01 12:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparrow2000.livejournal.com
Gorgeous - love the thought of Spike as the big spoon.

Date: 2016-07-01 10:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
Mmm...me too! I've been picturing it in my head. Vividly.

Thanks, hon.

Date: 2016-07-01 03:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lusciousxander.livejournal.com
Xander feels protect-ive, and protect-ed, at the very same time.

This is why I love Spander. It's a relationship of equals.

Date: 2016-07-01 04:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
sparrow2000 once said that they're both betas who sometimes want to be alphas. I think that's a pretty apt description.

Date: 2016-07-11 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feliciacraft.livejournal.com
Brava, this is all kinds of wonderful! *sighs longingly*

Date: 2016-07-11 02:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] baudown.livejournal.com
Thanks so much!

They make me sigh, too.

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